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Testimony of Joe - #1

YouTube Channel: "Terrifying Hell Testimony 2017"

“Okay, how's everybody doin'?

My name is Joe.

I’m just making this video basically to give an account and explain to you guys what exactly I experienced.

On March 22, 2017, I went to sleep late that night, and when I went to sleep, I ended up, my soul and my spirit ended up basically in this room, this dark room.

There's two individuals in the room.

I don’t believe that they were people. It just seemed like they were kind of talking something like, about God, but they weren’t talking about Him.

I couldn't even remember what they were talkin' about.

One of them had pulled out a joint, like he was about to smoke a joint.

I remember knocking out the joint out of his hand. But, for me to do that, I had to get up from the position I was laid in, because I was laid vertically on my couch but in this place where I was, I was also laid in the same exact way.

And, as I knocked it out of his hand, I fell over.

And, when I fell over, I literally ended up in this place.

And, this place was just a place of outer darkness.

It was complete darkness.

It was nothing but darkness.

I couldn’t see anything in front of me.

I couldn’t see my hands in front of me.

I couldn’t see or even feel as if I had any kind knowledge where I was or the place I was in.

And, I was even trying to put my hands in front of me and I couldn’t see.

I couldn’t see my hands in front of me.

And, as I’m trying to figure out what’s going on because, even in this world like when you’re trying to look for something, you give it a moment, expecting your vision to adjust, and for you to see more clearly, like if its in the dark or whatever.

And, so, I’m waiting to see, for it to adjust and to see more clearly and it remained complete darkness,

Complete darkness.

And, I’m talking about thick darkness.

And, like maybe within a minute or so of being there, like a small light began to dim a little bit behind me.

I don’t know if it was me or it was a small light behind me that was allowing me to see, began to open up, allowing me to see where I was and what I was seeing.

And, the thing I was seeing was the most horrifying, terrifying thing, that anybody could ever, ever, ever account for in this world.

And, what I mean by that is, what I had seen was literally a sea of people.

And, the people were just in silhouettes.

So, it seemed as though this was the place where those who had just died are now coming up from and you are now seeing the sea of people who are all coming up and who have either passed or died or they’re here.

These are people who are here.

And, there’s no physical descriptions of them.

There’s no physical descriptions of them.

They’re just literally silhouettes.

I could only see the shadow image of them.

And, they are in front of me and around me.

And, you’re talking about trillions of people.

Trillions of people -- as far as my eyes can see.

If you ever attended a concert or any public gathering or even looked through TV, and you’ve seen large amounts of people all in one place or in a place where as you look ahead you see like a large crowd, you can still pretty much see past people.

You can see a landscape still.

This place was so many people that the landscape was people.

As far as my eyes can see, there were people.

To my left and to my right, as far as I can see I’m seeing people.

I’m seeing people.

And, there is no interaction amongst us.

Nobody is interacting with anybody.

Immediately, the fear that was there, it was like controlling the environment.

At that moment, I had nothing but questions.

I was trying to figure out where I was, why am I here?

The appearance and the setting was so scary in itself that I’m trying to figure out what is this?

Am I in a dream?

What’s going on?

What’s happening?

And, as soon as I begin to try to figure out what’s going on and, right now, and from this moment on, I’m at a very, very, very, high, high level of fear and it remained that way the entire time.

And, it wasn’t because nothing actually about the experience made it scary.

Fear was literally just a part of my being.

I could not be nothing, but absolutely scared.

And, I’m talking about scared or, fear, like to the point when somebody just scares you.

You get immediately scared.

You may burst out.

You may yell or something, because you’re scared, and, then, it begins to come down.

But, I’m talking about fear that stays at that level, as if somebody had just, you just got caught at that highest point of how scared you were or what fear you had and that’s all that you have the entire time.

It doesn’t come down.

So, you feel like you shouldn’t be able to breathe or be normal, even handle yourself to access anything, or use your cognitive skills or anything like that.

Because, you’re literally in this much fear.

You’re still able to be in this much fear.

And, not know what’s going on.

And, from there, I then had been moved.

To what appeared to be these caves.

And, so, I had moved.

Not walked.

But, it was like a moving thing.

Like a force, had brought me over to these caves.

As if these caves was where I was supposed to go and belong.

And, now, it had gotten dark again.

So, I couldn’t really see.

So, I’m trying to navigate through caves.

And, I’m kind of bumping into these fixed boundaries that I don’t know what it is or, where it was.

I would either go right or either go left.

I would then turn left or I would then turn right.

And, I’m trying to find my way through and I couldn’t find my way through until I eventually gotten to this one place where it was a cave.

It was a cave.

The description was just like a cave, but it was somewhat put into like a, I would say, it's a club setting.

But, I didn’t see any bars.

I’m not seeing any drinking.

I don’t see anything like that.

I just see people.

Seem to be dancing without any music, at all.

No music at all.

I’m not hearing any music at all.

But, people are almost like slow dancing as if they’re just bopping their heads to a tune.

But, there is no music playing at all.

And, as I’m trying to really look upon what’s going on and who are these people that I’m looking at?

Like what’s going on?

Because, remember, I’m still at the same height of fear.

So, I’m still trying to figure out how can anybody be literally enjoying their dance or whatever they’re doing in this kind of environment.

And, so, I look over.

And, then, I see this young.

This appeared to be the only being that was there that somewhat seemed like he recognized me.

Everyone else seemed like there was a controlled force as to their bop or, slow motion two-step or, whatever it was.

I look.

He’s looking at me.

As he’s looking at me, he has on these dark shades.

And I’m trying to figure out, as I was thinking to myself, so, what exactly is going on with him?

Because, I’m thinking in my mind.

I want to make it clear.

That when I was there.

My thoughts were just as communicative is if you would speak.

So, as I would think, is how I would be able to move, too.

So, it was like, as I would think, I want to go over here to go to this part or, I’m trying to get out of the cave before I got to that place. I want to make a left here. I want to go here.

As I would think it, BOOM, I would automatically just go to that place, that particular place.

And, it wasn’t a walk, it was like a force.

It was simultaneous.

As I thought, then, BOOM, it would happen.

So, now, I’m back to this cave and I’m looking at this dude and he is like two-stepping back and forth.

That’s when I started to realize that he wasn’t enjoying himself -- that he was actually in torment.

But, it seemed to be like his torment was something, what he was going through, was within himself, but I could not see.

So, even his gaze upon me was a cry of help.

But, there is no communication.

Do you understand what I’m saying?

He’s not saying, “Help me, help me, help me, help me.”

Or, he’s not able to even show me that he’s suffering.

It’s almost like, I knew because of even the look that he was looking upon me with.

But, the slightest bit of interaction is not happening.

We can’t interact at all, whatsoever.

And, so I’m like, ‘Oh, my God.’

And, I’m even more scared now.

What am I doing in this place?

It was at that moment, that I had thought, and it came to me that I was like.

Am I dead?

Am I in Hell?

And that’s all that was boggling on my mind.

Oh, my God, I think I died.

What happened?

How did I get here?

What am I doing here?

Was the next question.

What am I doing here?

How did I get here?

Did I die?

What’s going on?

Is literally the only thought of what I had about this present time.

And, as I was even thinking, I’m like ‘What’s going on?’

I remember, at that time, I didn’t even think of like the Lord or my personal faith in Jesus Christ.

At this point, I was still pretty much being tormented by my own fear, where I was, this is where I belong.

And, then, the next thought was, ‘I’m a Christian.'

'What am I doing here.'

'I’m a Christian.’

I didn’t understand.

Why would I be here if I am a Christian?

What am I doing here if I am a Christian?

Is this my judgment?

Is this where I'm supposed to be?

It’s more than confusion.

Because, when you say confusion, when I could speak of it, in our realm it makes it seem like you’re able to think this way and have thoughts without necessarily feeling the effects of everything else.

But, the other feelings and the fear of everything else never left.

So, I still had that.

So, it’s almost like as if everything, it’s almost like when people say their life flashed before their eyes or things had happened so badly that in that moment something bad was about to happen, time had slowed down for them even though something bad was happening at the same time.

Somewhat similar to that.

But, to a hundred degrees more.

A hundred degrees more.

You’re able to still feel exactly the fear that you felt and still have a bunch of His knowledge about where you are.

And, the funny thing is that I asked myself, ‘Am I in hell?’ even though, in my own knowledge I knew I was in Hell.

But, why am I still asking myself, ‘Why am I in Hell?'

'Why am I here?’

But, I knew I was in Hell.

I had the knowledge that I was in Hell.

I had the knowledge that at least everyone here was in Hell.

Everybody here is in Hell.

And, so I’m like, ‘What’s going on?’

All this is happening simultaneously and I’m still scared.

The amount of fear there is like how am I able to feel this feeling, this intense, even thinking that this was a dream, how am I feeling this intense, that I’ve never felt my senses to be heightened at this level in a dream?

So, that’s why the thought of being dead was the only thing that I could think of.

How did I die?

Did I die?

And what am I doing here?

So, anyway, I’m looking upon him and this guy is literally in torment.

I was already franticly in fear at a high level.

But, when I seen it upon him, and I already knew it, but it was dawning on me that I was in Hell.

It caused me to be even more frantic.

So, I immediately, I’m looking for an exit.

Where’s the next place that I can get out of.

I think to go over here.

I go towards the end of the room, because I almost don’t want any of them to really even see me here.

I don’t even feel like I belong here.

I’m trying to get out.

So, in my attempts to try to get out, I go towards the other corner of the room. I’m sorry, the cave.

As I go to the other side of the cave, I can’t see anything, so I’m still trying to figure out what way am I going or not going.

And, even then, out of a form of desperation I try to, like basically, escape to see if there’s a way I can go up.

If I can go upward.

Like, is there a way I can get up, out, to go up.

Is there even an up.

And, I don’t even remember being able to look up, because remember as you think it, so is it happens.

So, as I’m saying, I want to go up, or can I go up, simultaneously, I’m already trying to go up.

And, I realize that I was at the ceiling of this place, but it was a fixed boundary.

And, I couldn’t feel the boundary.

All I knew was at that the point of the ceiling of this fixed boundary, I felt immense heat, demonic heat, that I felt on top of me.

The immense heat I felt on top of me was so scary.

I’m trying to explain it to you guys, and you have to understand that, like, for me to even do this, if you know me, for me to even do this is more than, if you know my character, it’s more than enough to at least let people know that this is serious for me to get to this level to explain, to talk about it at this level.

Because, I’m somebody that’s not really that open letting everyone in on my life.

And, to be open in my life, whether its on social media or on whatever it is, I’m not just open like that; I’m more of a secretive person.

And, so, as I’m in the ceiling and I’m feeling this immense heat, right then and there, I was like, “Oh, my God, I’m in hell!”

I couldn’t even believe that I’m in Hell and now I could actually feel the heat that was above me.

The heat was so intense, even from what was above me, that I’m not seeing any physical flames, but this heat felt like, as if, even now, if I pressed my way through, that it was enough for me to say I don’t even want to go up because, I knew that this fire would consume me because, the heat felt like real life.

It felt like real life heat.

The heat that you would feel here, as if you put your hand over the stove.

You would feel the heat.

Like you would literally feel the heat.

You would feel the intense heat.

And, it was even hotter than what you would consider to be a stove.

So, even as I was going up, ‘Ahhh!’

And, I’m coming back down.

Oh, my God, where is all that heat coming from?

And, why is there this much heat on top of me?

And, so, I’m just frantically trying to figure out what it was, what’s going on.

And, I remember trying to say, at that point, I was like, when I said, ‘I’m in Hell’ the only thing I could think of was to be calling out Jesus’ name.

I’m calling out Jesus’ name and nothing is happening.

I’m saying, ‘Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, what’s going on, Jesus, Jesus.’

And, as I’m saying, ‘Jesus, Jesus, Jesus,’ nothing is happening.

And, then, I began to hear an audible voice explaining that this is how it is down here and, that, it’s not what you think.

That it’s actually merry down here and that these people were enjoying themselves, the people that I had seen that were in the club.

And, again, I didn’t really know who this audible voice was, but I understood what he was saying.

I understood what was trying to be told to me.

Because, again, there was no physical thing in front of me.

I wasn’t seeing a spiritual being.

It was, he was able to communicate with me by his own, through my thought and my own head. To talk with me somewhat the same way that we have voices here in our own heads now, here as well.

So, he’s telling me that it's merry down here, that I should have no fear to want to come down here, that I could basically do as I want.

I could live as I want and, I could be here and, I would be merry, that it wouldn’t be an issue.

There wouldn’t be a problem.

And, even as he’s saying this, so we got towards the point where he’s basically trying to convince me, convince me in my mind and in my spirit.

I’m thinking like, ‘No! I’m not.

What are you talking about?'

I’m thinking like this.

I’m horrified.

No way, no way, am I coming here.

No way would I be here.

Like, without a doubt, there’s no way.

There is no way for anybody that I would come here, I would be here, I would even want to be here, I would even consider it.

And, so, I’m thinking, and this is after me saying, ‘Jesus, like, what’s going on.’

And, I remember, when I was saying that, I just went back to reverting to saying, ‘Jesus, get me, Jesus, Jesus what’s going on?’

Why is, I’m saying your Name, like Jesus what’s going on and I’m saying His name.

That audible voice then got louder and, now, the audible voice was now yelling at me.

And, what appeared in front of me, seemed to be like an eye.

It was an eye.

It was a large eye.

And, I remember, the eye was like nothing we’ve ever seen on this earth.

It was an eye that even appeared to have different arrays of colors like in the pupil.

It was a different kind of eye.

And, it was, I knew, that then this voice was, this eye was what this voice I was hearing because, as he now was yelling.

He said to me, ‘You dare use that name down here! You dare use that name! As I’ve already been showing everything down here? You dare use that name!’

But, this was like, it’s hard to explain.

It sounds like I’m saying it as if he said it that proper.

And, like, so, to think, you have to understand that even as properly saying, ‘You dare use that name’ the voice that he used in saying it was a roaring, yelling, a very intimidating like voice.

It was like a, ‘You dare use that name, you dare use that name!!!!’

Something similar to like that, but heightened.

I’m not doing good job of saying it the same exact way, but it was basically furious, infuriated that I even was saying, ‘Jesus’ as I was down there from what I was saying.

‘You dare use that name.

You dare use that name!’

And he began cursing at me at the same time.

‘You dare use that name!’

And, so, even now, by seeing the eye alone, I was so frantically scared already.

The only thing in my mind is.

This is Lucifer.

This is the devil.

This is Lucifer, here, yelling at me in the form of an eye though, just the form of an eye.

So, it seemed like, as if his presence is somewhat throughout all Hell.

But, obviously, he can manifest himself as he wishes.

As he pleases.

So, I’m like even more scared.

I’m saying, ‘Jesus, Jesus, Jesus,’ even more now.

‘Jesus, Jesus, Jesus,’ even more now.

Oh, my God, this is Lucifer.

And, it was in that moment that, BOOM, that’s when I immediately woke up.

So, I didn’t have any light.

There was no bright, shining light that came and got me.

Jesus did not appear to me.

None of those things happened.

All my experiences were exactly as I told you.

And, I woke up in such fear.

Even as I woke up, I felt like I could still feel the heat on the top of my head.

The heat from being above, whether that was the Lake of Fire on top of me, I do not know.

But, I could still feel the heat.

So, I woke up and I’m still pretty much, “Ahhh, ahhh!”

Like, I still felt the same terror that I was under when I was there.

Now, mind you, everybody may have scary dreams.

And, if you have a scary dream or something, you wake up, and your level of fear is still pretty much similar to what you feel when someone scares you.

It’s high for that moment.

A couple of seconds, and, then, it goes back down.

Right?

But, even for me, even now, my coming back into waking up.

When the terror, the terror and the feeling of the heat and then the terror that I had wasn’t even going away.

It wasn’t at the same high level as it was going away.

It was going away at a slower pace.

Do you understand what I’m saying?

Does that make sense?

It was a lot less slower as how, if someone scared me, I would quickly come down and be, okay, that was you, and that’s not funny or, whatever.

This was entirely different.

This was, I can almost feel, even, it’s two days now, it’s been two days and I can almost still feel the terror of being there.

And, its hard to describe that.

Because, when you say terror.

People hear with our senses.

But, we only put terror as to what we see, right?

Then, we see something that makes us terrified.

Or, you’re in a movie.

Something is going on that is terror is a sense that is induced and it can raise or be high, or whatever.

I was still feeling the terror of it being at a high level and not going away.

And it was coming down slowly.

I was still frantic.

I was scared.

I was still feeling the heat.

I immediately came, I ran over to my wife.

And, I had to wake her up and had to tell her, ‘I just had the worse nightmare or whatever. I had the worse nightmare.’

I’m still kind of disoriented because, I’m not really sure if I’m really out because, being there and understanding the concept of eternity, that I couldn’t get out.

And, that’s another thing that I want to touch on.

Because, remember, again, the reason why it seems like I’m describing this stuff out of sequence is, because it’s all happening simultaneously.

So, remember, I said that I had the knowledge.

So, even though I’m not saying.

‘Oh, I’m here for eternity.’

I didn’t have to say that to myself.

Everyone had the knowledge that you could not get out.

Or, at least, I would say, I did.

I knew and I understood, I could not get out.

And, not only could I not get out.

But that I was here.

Forever.

I understood that this was a place.

I am absent of time and this place goes on forever.

Forever.

And, I understood that.

And, that was a part of the fear.

It was a part of the terror.

That all this stuff that I have knowledge of instantly.

I’m completely all knowing.

I am all knowing.

I know it all.

I know it.

Even though I’m even questioning all the things that I know to be true.

The same way we know I’m breathing air because oxygen goes to our lungs.

We learn common things here, the natural laws on this earth.

We know, we just know it because we know it.

Either, because, even if it’s not explained to you, we just know it to be that way.

So, it’s the same exact way.

I just knew that this was.

I was here forever.

I was stuck, here, forever.

I couldn’t get out.

And, what was going on was being controlled.

And that was the worst part about it.

That was the worse part about the entire experience.

That was the worse part.

The worse part.

And, the worse part is the lack of hopelessness.

And, that nobody could interact with anybody else.

There’s even comfort in being in an oppressive state.

There’s comfort.

And, a good example, and, I’m being real, me being a black person.

It’s comfort.

There’s still comfort to feeling like, or knowing that your struggle of what you go through, to overcome, you know, racial disparities, or racial discriminations, or biases, that I’m enduring, it's amongst a group.

There’s a certain level of comfort there and feeling in everybody’s own heart.

Or, if you’re in jail.

Even people in jail have a comfort that they’re not the only ones in jail.

Even if they’re in solitude, they understand that there’s other people here and that this is something that others are enduring with them.

You’re not even given simple comforts like that.

It’s not as if you don’t care.

It’s not an element of that realm.

You don’t even feel comfort.

Comfort is absent.

So, there’s no recognition of, look at how many people. We’re all going through it. Look at how many people are here.

It’s impossible.

There can’t be a party in Hell, because even though, when you are in Hell, the only person that you believe that is going through something, that you can feel and go through, is you.

Even if you are there with millions, upon trillions, upon trillions, of people, you feel as lonely as you are the only one there.

And, that’s hard to explain.

You feel like you are the only one there.

That’s exactly what it was.

Exactly.

So, absent comfort, absent no interaction, everything that appears to be even slightly good is not there, at all.

So, it’s horrifying.

And, mind you, like I’m saying, it’s not because I had the knowledge of all these things that I was horrified.

Horror and terror was a part of the elements, the environment.

It was a part of the environment.

You could even not choose to be at a different level of fear, if you even wanted, because you don’t have the cognitive abilities to decide for yourself that I’m not going to be scared or what’s really going on.

Let me figure out, before I just act frantic.

The cognitive functions that we have here are completely absent.

That’s what, people, you don’t understand.

That there’s no controlling of it.

The very small things that you take for granted, that you have autonomy over.

That you have autonomy in mind.

That you have autonomy in movement.

You have autonomy in what you think and how you think.

And, what happens and what’s going to happen.

All that stuff is literally, it’s good.

It’s a good characteristic.

It’s a good thing that you have autonomy.

It’s a good thing.

So, imagine, absent anything that’s good.

Imagine.

No interaction.

Family?

You can’t even consider family.

Your family?

You’re not even considering family.

As far as you’re concerned, you even understand the aspect of your familial ties, that you consider to be family, is somewhat minute.

It doesn’t really exist.

Blood relations are just physical.

But, the spirit is enduring on its own.

You won’t even consider yourself to have brothers and sisters and those of loved ones.

The only kindred you have, is maybe, those, I don’t even know how anyone could even have the ability.

For me, I didn’t have the experience where I had the ability to even think of loved ones.

All I could endure and deal with, what was presently controlling me in that environment.

And, nothing else mattered.

Nothing else mattered.

And, so, that’s why I’m sharing this.

Because, I feel that people need to hear this stuff.

And, I feel that I’ve been the person.

I’ve seen tons of these near death experiences, or at least people's near death experiences will have testimonies on there, on the website, or on YouTube, talk about how they experienced Hell.

And, again, when somebody is explaining to you, I already understand that.

Unless this is meant for you to hear, if someone is explaining it to you, it does not do it justice to what it really is.

And, how it really feels.

It doesn’t.

So, the greatest impact, unless there’s really grace, and God has grace and mercy over your life.

For you to be able to really understand what somebody is saying or, for at least, what I’m saying, and how I’m explaining it.

Because, physically, you’re not able to even really touch that deep.

So, it would have to be a miracle, for God to touch somebody’s heart, to come to an understanding of what it is I’m explaining.

And, so, that’s why I’m understanding that.

And, so, I’m not doing this for people to believe me.

I’m doing this because I am now in fear of my own record.

I’m in fear of going and ending up in that place.

I’m in fear of answering up to my life and what I’m doing in my life.

In every single aspect of it.

Every part of it.

Every single aspect of it.

I’m in fear.

I’m in fear of my own thoughts.

I’m in fear.

Let alone, if it causes me to end up in that place?

I’m in fear.

And, even if I’m not supposed to be in fear, I still feel some of the terror and some of the things.

It’s only been two days.

So, I’m still pretty much dealing with the feelings of all of it and the memory of it.

You know what I’m saying.

So, I just wanted to share this for somebody who maybe stumbled across this video and they’re undecided and they are not sure.

They don’t really know what’s going on.

Whether you believe in Christ or you don’t.

Hell is real.

Whether you’re an intellect or whether you’re someone who has never attended school in your life.

Hell is real.

And, Hell is not something that is based on belief.

This is not belief.

This is not your belief.

This isn’t what you believe.

This isn’t everybody has respective rights in what they believe in.

This is what is true.

This is what is really going to happen.

What is really going to go on.

What is really happening.

What is true?

This has nothing to do with belief.

I don’t care what your belief is.

I don’t care what your background is.

Nobody is going to sway me or convince me about my experience denoted to be any less real then it is for you to even explain to me what you’re talking about.

Now, I don’t even consider half of what I see, here, to be real, at all.

It’s all a facade.

It’s all a mirage.

We’re all just passing through and literally, we’re all literally, and a majority of us, are being deceived.

And the devil is deceiving us.

And it’s all deceptive.

To make us think that we actually have these abilities and our autonomy can’t be taken away.

That this life is really forever.

Listen to me.

There’s no such thing as YOLO or living for the moment.

You’re going to have all the time in the world to live for the moment -- IN TERROR, FOR ETERNITY, IN TERROR, IN FEAR.

You’ll be living for the moment and that moment is all you will have.

And, nothing else will matter.

Not one single thing you do here as a form of enjoyment will be even remembered for you to even say that, at least, you lived the life you lived.

The only thing that you will have to literally, to stake claim to this life, is why did I even have a life to end up here in the first place.

I would have rather not had a life.

I would have rather not even have any pleasurable thing, because at least there’s still hope that I’m going to get through it.

There’s still hope that there’s something at the end of the road.

There’s still hope that things could change.

What’s the whole premise on wanting to live for the moment is that you only live once.

Now, imagine, what if I told you that you only die once too.

And, then, that’s it.

And, then, fate is decided.

And, if you can’t understand eternity now, you will understand it then.

And, it’s not up for discussion.

It’s not up for debate.

I’m not looking for political talk.

I’m not looking for schools of thought.

I’m not looking for religious faiths and beliefs in the afterlife.

I’m not looking for literature.

I’m not looking for any of those things.

The Word of God is the Word of God.

And, in that place, all you will know and understand is to be true.

There’s no debate.

People are not debating down there.

Nobody’s debating.

Nobody’s trying to figure it out.

Nobody is trying to debate amongst each other.

Even if you don’t believe in him, or you’re not sure why you chose him, you still don’t want to be there.

Do you hear what I’m saying?

You still don’t even want to be there.

So, I know that even if you’re a devout Satanist and you believe that you follow him, and Satanists, you adhere to his principles and you believe in what Satan is doing and what the Devil is doing and you like that way of thinking, or whatever reason is why you chose him, or you choose that path.

You still won’t even want to be there.

You still will not want to be there.

You will not want to be even thinking of why you chose him.

All you’re gonna want to do is beg for your life to get out of there.

Everyone is trying to get out!

And, nobody’s concerned about the suffrage of anyone else because what you’re going through is so heightened.

It’s such at a high level of what you’re dealing with alone that, you probably couldn’t even remember if you had a mom.

You couldn’t remember if you had a life once before -- how many brothers and sisters you have.

These things are not even of concern who’s your loved one, where’s your kids, none of that stuff.

None of it matters, none of it, none of it.

So, I just wanted to put it out there and let everybody hear this.

Because, if you can’t see that from my look, my expression, how it’s coming from my heart, that I’m telling the truth.

I have no reason to lie.

I have no reason to do this.

Nobody has any reason to just come out and say things, just to say things.

Nowadays, everybody can give an account for what they want to give an account for.

But, I know what was real.

So, at least for me, I want to make sure my record is clean.

So, that, you can’t say that I didn’t say it.

So, that, nobody can say.

So, that, it’s known.

That everybody knows.

That Joe said it.

That I said it.

I want everybody to know.

That Joe said it.

That I said it.

That’s how important it is for me to not be there.

Yes, I said it.

And, I’m telling everybody,

Say what you want to say about me.

I don’t care.

I said it.

And, I told you.

So, my hands are washed.

Because, I told you.

I told you.

Because, I’m now going to be accountable for how I’m going to live my life from this day forward.

So, that’s the most honest I can be.

People, I love you.

That’s the most honest thing that I can do.

That I can tell you.

You can write it off.

You know, more than half of the people will write it off and live your life here.

You can continue to live your life here.

But, like I said, everybody gonna have their day.

And, that’s not gonna stop.

That’s the one thing that no one can overrule or overrun.

So, as long as you have your day, you’re gonna have your date.

When they say the day you were born.

Now, here comes the experience of the day that you die.

You can’t say that you didn't hear it.

At least, not from me.

You can’t say, because this also will at least be my eternal proof of record of me letting people know that this was real.

That Hell is real.

Hell is real.

There’s no such thing as coming close as Christians.

If you even debate in your mind, if you’ve got to even review your record to figure out whether or not you’re going, you’re probably already on the wrong side.

Because, I’m telling you right now.

The decision is unanimous.

We are not looking for majority vote.

There’s no board in heaven.

There’s not a majority vote as to who’s going.

And, whether you’re going or not.

There’s no politicking.

It’s unanimous.

Either the Lord knows you, or He doesn’t.

Either you have a relationship with Him or you don’t.

What I mean by relationship -- I’m not talking about past relationship.

Now.

Right now.

You could have even known God.

You could have prayed to Him and He answered your prayers, and that was your proof as to why you attain to this faith that you believe in God.

Or, you’ve told people, other people, about Jesus because of little experiences that you had whether you prayed or, you were healed before.

Or, you always had a feeling.

Or, maybe you even had His presence with you before.

Or, you’re even more of an active believer.

You’ve had an ongoing relationship with Him throughout your entire life.

Maybe, you grew up in a church or, whatever it is.

If you do not have the Spirit of the Lord in you.

In you.

Free from indwelling sin.

Did you hear what I said?

Free from indwelling sin.

At the moment, that He comes.

Or, the moment that you die.

You’ll find yourself in Hell.

And, you’ll be thinking to yourself, ‘I am a Christian.’

You will not even understand.

You will not even understand what you’re doing there.

You won’t understand.

That’s too much of Russian Roulette for me.

That’s too much.

I’m not looking to come close.

I’m not trying to 'Just get in.'

Because, now, that I realize there’s no such thing.

You can’t think with your carnal mind.

There’s no such thing as ‘Just, now, getting in.’

You’re not gonna 'Just make it in.'

There’s no such thing.

There’s no review of the evidence.

You’re in.

Or, you’re out.

Either His blood is on you or, you’re not.

Either His Spirit is in you or, you’re not.

Because, it’s not merit based.

It’s not based on what works you do.

What good things you performed.

That’s what I mean, it’s carnal.

Because, even as somebody who thinks you’re a Christian, you don’t have to believe in all that spiritual stuff? You just believe that you’re a good person and you’re gonna make it?

There’s no review.

Do you hear what I’m saying?

At death comes determination.

At death comes judgment.

And, there’s no appeal.

I don’t even know if you’ll even have time for disagreement.

Like I said, when I was there.

Everybody there was.

Everybody it seemed 'zombie-like' because, everybody, literally, could not do anything about it.

At all.

So, it’s like what you think and believe means nothing.

You have no power.

What you think and believe means nothing.

You have no power.

So, you better tap into the source.

You better find out who really has power.

Who is the King of this earth?

Because, everything here perishes.

And, not buy into the lie.

Don’t buy into his lie.

Please, I’m begging you, people.

Please, do not buy into the lie.

The biggest lie of them all -- we’re not gods, at all, at all.

We are not gods.

That’s what I mean. Even the little bit of ability that we have here -- we’re fooled.

He’s got us to believing that we really think we’re gods.

We really think the way we think matters.

We really think that the way, what we say, and how we feel, and how we see things matters.

You have no say so, at all, at all.

And, you have no power.

So, you better find the source.

That’s my best advice.

Get to the source.

All that matters in this life is getting to the source.

I used to be one, too, like with aspirations.

Everybody wants to, at least when you’re here, you think to yourself, what’s wrong with wanting to either live a decent life or, live a better life.

And, the means that you use to get there, whether it be good or bad.

Everybody is up to their own judgment.

Everybody up to their own judgment.

Pursue what you want to pursue.

I don’t even really know what the point of pursuit is at this moment.

At all.

Unless, it’s for His purpose.

Unless, it’s for me to have an understanding of where I’m going.

Because, this pass through is so temporary.

The timing is so short.

And, as a matter of fact, something about the timing.

The fact that I know that every man is going to die.

And, the chance.

And, the risk.

That I can end up there?

If anybody goes there.

Anybody, that is there, will wish they had a second chance.

Because, they probably would be radical.

They wouldn’t even live this life, even caring about what they eat.

Or, how much hours they’re getting of sleeping.

Or, whether or not their kids are rebellious.

Or, whether or not their mom loves them.

Or, whether or not their dad loves them.

Or, whether or not...

All the frivolous things that we care about.

I don’t even know.

I don’t feel like I want to care about any of those things, even though I still have love for those things and the people in my family.

There’s no way that I will allow those things, any more, to have any priority to my eternal destination.

That’s the key.

You want to talk about winning.

We love to talk about winning.

Winning is making it eternally -- to your destination.

That’s how you win.

Find your eternal destination.”

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